Just got home from last night. haha. Slept over at Sam's since we finished around 2am. Marc, Sam and I commuted to Cookie's and it was an experience for me especially the lady who was blatantly arguing with the driver's assistant regarding the fare. Haha right back at you devious fare-cheaters! Arrived at Cookie's around an hour later and found out that she hadn't ordered food. So Marc and I just continued the Holy Week sacrifice and ate rice with just sabaw ng sinigang. How pitiful noh? haha. Anyway, pizza arrived before Macky as usual and Ralf came in around an hour later. Watched TV, Chitchat, played cards, asked my fortune from Macky and the spirit of the cards. Usual bumming. Haha. Arrived at Sam's home around 230 and stayed awake since the beych had something to do pa. So we slept around four after i watched something cool and yummy! haha. What a word to describe watching a video. Hayayay. When will i ever learn?
Anyway, I think i should concentrate more on the Bicol trip I had with the family. As evident with my multiply account, I got into my usual camwhoring mode and snapped shots like hell with my cousins. Didn't stay long under the sun and swam though since I really didn't want to get darker. (walang hihirit! oo na di na ako kaputian haha) You should try swimming in this pool in Bicol where the water is super duper cold. As in! I only lasted five minutes in it. Pero grabe my cousins, they lasted for hours. Haha. Well, iba talaga pag sensitive skin. hihi. Being the good boy that I am, I was the only one who got up at 3am for the salubong. It was like any other salubong I've watched before though. And the design of the place was better last year. Nakakagulat lang talaga since like every town in Bicol had that same structure eh I've never seen one here in Manila. Wala lang Oh well. Oh yeah, I really don't want to hear the song Smack That by Akon ever again. It was played like a million times in the van and my ears were close to bleeding from it! Seriously, I'll kill anyone who dare play that song! Haha. Anyhoo, Bicol, as usual, was fun!
Of course, Holy Week is reflecting time and I've reflected on my life especially the past year and a half which has been the most tumultuous ever. I'm glad it's nearing its end already since I never ever want to go through anything like that again. Just eats up a lot of your time and wastes your life so much. Hay if only I could learn it in an easier manner.
Thing is, I'm still on the search for my own resurrection. I know I'm getting there by taking one day at a time and taking away from my mind every little nightmare that has happened to me. I'm sure though that I'm not ready to forgive and forget since I don't see the logic and point in doing that. And that's coming from a person who doesn't really get angry at a person unless he or she does something so grave. And that was worse than any possible thing that could happen to me. That was the worst.
Anyway, I do hope that the coming months would spark more change inside me and that finally, finally, I'll be happier and better than the person I have been the past few months.
Anyway, I think i should concentrate more on the Bicol trip I had with the family. As evident with my multiply account, I got into my usual camwhoring mode and snapped shots like hell with my cousins. Didn't stay long under the sun and swam though since I really didn't want to get darker. (walang hihirit! oo na di na ako kaputian haha) You should try swimming in this pool in Bicol where the water is super duper cold. As in! I only lasted five minutes in it. Pero grabe my cousins, they lasted for hours. Haha. Well, iba talaga pag sensitive skin. hihi. Being the good boy that I am, I was the only one who got up at 3am for the salubong. It was like any other salubong I've watched before though. And the design of the place was better last year. Nakakagulat lang talaga since like every town in Bicol had that same structure eh I've never seen one here in Manila. Wala lang Oh well. Oh yeah, I really don't want to hear the song Smack That by Akon ever again. It was played like a million times in the van and my ears were close to bleeding from it! Seriously, I'll kill anyone who dare play that song! Haha. Anyhoo, Bicol, as usual, was fun!
Of course, Holy Week is reflecting time and I've reflected on my life especially the past year and a half which has been the most tumultuous ever. I'm glad it's nearing its end already since I never ever want to go through anything like that again. Just eats up a lot of your time and wastes your life so much. Hay if only I could learn it in an easier manner.
Thing is, I'm still on the search for my own resurrection. I know I'm getting there by taking one day at a time and taking away from my mind every little nightmare that has happened to me. I'm sure though that I'm not ready to forgive and forget since I don't see the logic and point in doing that. And that's coming from a person who doesn't really get angry at a person unless he or she does something so grave. And that was worse than any possible thing that could happen to me. That was the worst.
Anyway, I do hope that the coming months would spark more change inside me and that finally, finally, I'll be happier and better than the person I have been the past few months.
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