What can a late afternoon nap coupled with caramel affogato cause you? Insomnia attack at a time you need sleep for the next day. Wow, I can't believe I'm pushing myself not to sleep tonight even though I need some rest. Well, based on my experience, it is actually better for me now to just wait for the sun to shine and go to school early rather than sleep. I have this tendency to oversleep and not be bothered much by alarm clocks so if I sleep tonight...impending disaster. haha. But I should learn on how to wake up to the wonderful ringing of my alarm clock since nobody's going to be waking me up once I'm abroad. It's all going to be me then and I don't want to screw up because I couldn't wake up on time. Ugh, why do I suffer from not being able to sleep at a short time and not waking up instantly? Why can't I switch those two around so that my sleeping and waking habits be so much better, right?
Oh I hate not catching sleep. It wrecks my body clock and obliges me to double my sleeping time for the next day. It's really hard to break something already established in your life since you need some adjustment and some moving after the discrepancy happens. Haha and I'm saying this thinking that I broke my academic year by joining the Junior Term Abroad program. One reason I could not sleep was that I was calculating how much I am obliged to overload in my fourth year. I surely don't want to have a fifth year so I'm praying that my calendar has already been fixed and that I'll graduate on March 2009. Ayayay, schedules...
Adapting to such new schedules, schemes and routines most of the time gets troublesome and tiring. I mean wouldn't you want to just stick to one routine for the rest of like school? Sometimes, it even gets more complicated that since you're stuck with your old routine, you always find it hard to catch up with your new one. Wouldn't it be better to always stick to one since you're body clock has already fully adjusted to it and it'll be such a breeze for you through the day knowing nothing has changed? But then again it would be so monotonous and boring that the only thing that hinders us from appearing as robots is that we don't have tin shells just as those robots have.
Given the choice between monotony and adaptation, I guess the latter is the better choice. Yes, monotony seems easier to deal with but you'll miss one of the essences of life that is variety. Adaptation deems more challenging for a short span of time but when you've gotten used to your new routine, it gratifies you much more than sticking to an old one. You've learned a new routine and you've gained much more lessons along the way instead of being sheltered by sticking to what you've always had.
So don't be afraid of change since it always brings something good to your life. At first, some events might seem to bring just nasty things but along the way, you'd realize that it gave you something worthwhile someway and somehow. At least, by engaging in and conquering new things, you experience the variety that life brings. You grow into a better person. A person you would be missing out if you stuck to your status quo.
Oh I hate not catching sleep. It wrecks my body clock and obliges me to double my sleeping time for the next day. It's really hard to break something already established in your life since you need some adjustment and some moving after the discrepancy happens. Haha and I'm saying this thinking that I broke my academic year by joining the Junior Term Abroad program. One reason I could not sleep was that I was calculating how much I am obliged to overload in my fourth year. I surely don't want to have a fifth year so I'm praying that my calendar has already been fixed and that I'll graduate on March 2009. Ayayay, schedules...
Adapting to such new schedules, schemes and routines most of the time gets troublesome and tiring. I mean wouldn't you want to just stick to one routine for the rest of like school? Sometimes, it even gets more complicated that since you're stuck with your old routine, you always find it hard to catch up with your new one. Wouldn't it be better to always stick to one since you're body clock has already fully adjusted to it and it'll be such a breeze for you through the day knowing nothing has changed? But then again it would be so monotonous and boring that the only thing that hinders us from appearing as robots is that we don't have tin shells just as those robots have.
Given the choice between monotony and adaptation, I guess the latter is the better choice. Yes, monotony seems easier to deal with but you'll miss one of the essences of life that is variety. Adaptation deems more challenging for a short span of time but when you've gotten used to your new routine, it gratifies you much more than sticking to an old one. You've learned a new routine and you've gained much more lessons along the way instead of being sheltered by sticking to what you've always had.
So don't be afraid of change since it always brings something good to your life. At first, some events might seem to bring just nasty things but along the way, you'd realize that it gave you something worthwhile someway and somehow. At least, by engaging in and conquering new things, you experience the variety that life brings. You grow into a better person. A person you would be missing out if you stuck to your status quo.
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