03 March 2007

stomach pain temptations

A lot has happened over the past week but it all revolves around one major thing, my stomach aches. Well, it started last Wednesday 'cause I didn't eat lunch. So there, when I woke up in the evening, my stomach was aching terribly already and it didn't let me sleep the whole night. I had to skip my Thursday classes since I went to the doctor for a check-up. She said it maybe due to hyper acidity and that I have to be on medication and stay away from so many stuff that I like! God, no chocolate, coffee and tea for me the next week! I actually realized that those three comprise much of my diet nowadays. No wonder I'm experiencing stomach pains right now. Boo-hoo. So the pain hasn't ceased yet and I had to go through Friday and Saturday with much pain. I even had to cut NSTP 'cause my headache was too intolerable. I actually don't know how I'd get better now 'cause sometimes I feel lick I'm going to have fever while sometimes, I feel so hot! It's such a crazed rollercoaster of finding my comfort zone this battle with stomach pains. I hope I already get through this 'cause I'm really having such a hard time.

Well, since I have extra time nowadays 'cause I don't have much to do, I watched ANTM 8 on youtube! Yay! I watched the entirety of Cycle 7 on youtube and of course, that'll be the case for this new cycle. Right now, I don't have a favorite yet as nobody has stood out yet. Especially the black girls who seem to have no distinctive characteristic from each other. Oh well, I still have lots of episodes to pick my favorite and I hope I enjoy this season as much as I enjoyed the last one.

Sometimes, it's really hard to live out of your comfort zone. I thought I could fathom this being away from my chocolates and coffee but every minute, the craving just gets worse and worse. Ooh God, this is so much harder than being actually away from something 'cause then you'd not think about it after a while and you'd get used to it. But in my situation right now, it's too hard 'cause the things which I cannot have are actually right in front of me. The temptation is just too strong with this set-up! God, help me to cope up with this 'cause I'm going crazy over not having chocolates and coffee!!!

Pain, pain, go away, never come again any other day. Little Tantan wants some choco, pain, pain go away!

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