For Polsci class today, we had a Polish lecturer who discussed political expenditures and how these impact on the whole political and societal process. Aside from the fact that I wasn't feeling very well because it was just too cold outside today, I really didn't listen that much to the talk because I was kinda bored to death. No offense to the speaker, I know it was of significance and intellect but politics just doesn't appeal to me anymore the same way it did a few years back. Before, I'd glue myself to the television set and watch the Philippine political drama unfold before my very eyes. Now, whenever I see men clad in suits debating furiously in the Congress, I quickly change the channel. I'm just sick and tired of all the yada yada yada our leaders concentrate their job upon. I mean you can't blame people for seeing the situation as bleak 'cause how can you spark change when your leaders don't actually want the structures to change. Or they want to just because it would give them power. Blech.
Well, I won't go on yakking about the political stuff 'cause it's not the main point of this entry. What I'd like to say is that I've already lost faith in too many things I've loved before. I don't know maybe it's because they just don't give me the satisfaction I've felt from them when I was still into them. Politics, org work, evol heck, even Survivor. to those who don't know, this reality show is like my ultimate favourite. Well, something along the way just jumbled and rumbled my head and heart up so that I'm not really into them anymore. Changing my heart on them isn't bad actually 'cause we all have our own tastes, hobbies and needs. It's just part of life that we go through several processes which mold us into hopefully better people and those we deem as not worth our time anymore are crossed out of our lists. Well, I still enjoy engaging myself in those stuff I've mentioned but I'm not as passionate and dedicated to them anymore. But I still can go back to them whenever I want as long as the world turns. As easy as our passion ebbs on them, it's also the case on how we rekindle the passion that has been before in our hearts again. Just as in the case of Survivor, I know one good season could make me crave for it again!
After further thinking, I'm just really an irony when it comes to change though.
Well, I won't go on yakking about the political stuff 'cause it's not the main point of this entry. What I'd like to say is that I've already lost faith in too many things I've loved before. I don't know maybe it's because they just don't give me the satisfaction I've felt from them when I was still into them. Politics, org work, evol heck, even Survivor. to those who don't know, this reality show is like my ultimate favourite. Well, something along the way just jumbled and rumbled my head and heart up so that I'm not really into them anymore. Changing my heart on them isn't bad actually 'cause we all have our own tastes, hobbies and needs. It's just part of life that we go through several processes which mold us into hopefully better people and those we deem as not worth our time anymore are crossed out of our lists. Well, I still enjoy engaging myself in those stuff I've mentioned but I'm not as passionate and dedicated to them anymore. But I still can go back to them whenever I want as long as the world turns. As easy as our passion ebbs on them, it's also the case on how we rekindle the passion that has been before in our hearts again. Just as in the case of Survivor, I know one good season could make me crave for it again!
After further thinking, I'm just really an irony when it comes to change though.
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